Well, I am relieved. The only suitable house here in town is not going to work out for us (there is a reason that in a place with so few rentals this place has been for rent for almost 2 years!!!) and so Prince Charming and I discussed it and we are going to stop waffling around, I am going to stop feeling guilty and we are moving ahead with our original plan. We are moving to the city as a joint decision. It isn’t my fault, I am not dragging us. I am going to be near all the places and people I have missed and it may take time to get a place but that is okay, we know that however long it takes us, that is where we are going. I feel like a weight has lifted off my shoulders. I can breath. We are going home to HRM, to all the old places and all our old friends and we are both okay with it.
BTW, I am so happy! So very happy!!! I am so relieved!!! I could do a dance!!!