I did it!

I kicked the caffiene habit!!  I am now on day three with straight decaff coffee.  It was hard, everytime I tried to go a day without caffiene, I would get the worst headache ever.  I am trying to do as much as I can to make sure that I take care of my baby and [...]

Warning Grouch Ahead

Poor Prince Charming and Princess.  I have been quite grouchy the last 24 hours.  It is silly but everything irritates me.  I know it is probably hormones, but I swear, I am trying to bite their heads off everytime they talk.  If I am not careful, they will start to bite back!

It’s like she knew.

I am feeling special tonight.   I feel a little like my Princess blessed this baby. 
 Early in November, I was having a rough day.  I never told Princess, she doesn’t need to know when Mommy is upset like that.  But that night, she randomly for the first time in the five months since the miscarriage walked [...]

Driving myself crazy

I have been driving myself crazy, worrying endlessly that I am going to do something to lose this pg too.  I feel like I am walking around like cracked fine china and one little bump will shatter me into a million little pieces.  I want to fast forward to past 8 weeks when all the bad stuff started last [...]

I just don’t wanna

It is silly, I know that there is no logic behind it at all but I am a little scared to go to the doctor.  It is like somewhere in my heart, I feel like the going to the doctor will make a miscarriage more likely.  I know that is not true and I will [...]